A Non-Animal: Archive

My Therapist: You know about all of the physical side effects your purging has, right? We've been over this before.
Me: Yes.
My Therapist: Do you care enough about yourself to worry about the effects?
Me: *long pause* No........I guess not. No.

Feb 9th

today marks 2 years since I took all of my...

I don’t know what to feel. Was it even a suicide attempt? I never really figured that out. Cheers to not dying, I guess

Feb 7th

Jan 28th

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I watched this movie Manic last night...

…and this character Chad who is bipolar and refuses to take his medicine said something that I’ve felt before and never could put into words: “I’d rather feel like total shit sometimes, and God the rest of the time, than just like - ok all the time, you know? Fuck mediocrity.”

Jan 28th

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Jan 28th

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Jan 28th

54 notes

Jan 14th

36 notes

I've made a decision

not to go into treatment at this time. I don’t have the time or energy.

Jan 14th

Tony Hawk: I'm your new stepdad.

Tony Hawk does an ollie over you and tells you to clean your room midair

Jan 13th

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the scene where will finally realizes "it wasn't...

Jan 13th

Just watched "Good Will Hunting" for the first...

fell in love with 1997 Matt Damon. No shame.

Jan 13th

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recovering from my tonsillectomy:

makes it impossible to purge triggers my restricting why can’t i catch a damn break.

Jan 12th

My therapist texted me

asking how I was doing and told me she has a list of treatment centers that I should consider looking at. I don’t know if I want to answer.

Jan 12th

My dad and I disagree more than we agree

and we don’t have the best relationship, but it really is so sweet that he remembered that haagen dazs strawberry ice cream is my absolute favorite and he brought it home on his way home from work, when my mom who I get along with much better got me chocolate and vanilla. #tonsillectomythings

Jan 5th